Dec 08 2008
Why is it??
That when we dream about someone, we wake up liking them and missing them? I’m not sure what happened with me and him but heres the story. One day at work we got a new manager and he was cute but I didn’t like him. I usually never like the new managers. So this was nothing unusual. Well one day it just kinda happened and me and him were talking, and then it started to be texting and calling. We had to keep everything a secret because we could both get fired for dating. He is basically one of my bosses. So we hung out one night and things happened then the next day he sent me a text asking if we could hang out the next day. I felt like he was going to be one of those clingy guys I always met, so I told him, “look, I’m really independent, not clingy, I’m okay with seeing the guys I date once a week.” He was like okay and then as I thought about it I was like was that harsh? So I said you aren’t mad are you? and he was like no why would I be mad? I guess he was mad or something because a few days after that he started blowing me off and things ended with us. I stopped texting him and he stopped texting me. He lost his numbers in his phone and I was okay that he didn’t have mine. But yesterday I sent him a text just asking how he was and then that night at work I would see him everywhere. My guy friend came in again so we could go shopping after work and he saw us together and he wouldn’t even look at us. He probably thinks thats my boyfriend but it isn’t. So anyway, I had a dream about him, and we were hanging out and having a good time and I finally got to talk to him about what went wrong with us. But that was all just a dream. I have less than a month left till I leave. Maybe when I don’t work with him I can finally talk to him about it all.