Jan 05 2009
Desperate
So there comes a time in my life when I want a boyfriend. This is pretty rare for me though, but right now I’m wanting one. The things I do I’m thinking oh god you are desperate. I mean I’m really not the relationship type, but lately I’ve been missing that, “having a man” feeling. I think mostly I want one so I can talk to them about things. I want to be able to tell them about my day and share the crazy story I had from work or whatever. I think its time for me to start settling down with someone. Also I’ve been thinking about kids too. I’m off and on with that subject. I go through stages when it comes to kids, one day I’ll be sooo anti kids like I NEVER want kids, then one day I’m like aww I want to have a baby, someone to go to the store with you. haha Right now I’m in that stage. I’m ready to settle down. At least thats how I feel today. Tomorrow is a different story.
