inthisdayofage

Why is it that I tend to fall for men so far away? If they live across the United States from me, cool, I like them! haha Seems like I’m always falling for dudes who are too far away. That or I fall for the ones I simply can’t have. I mean I have admitted to myself that I have commitment issues. Not like the kind where I would cheat every chance I get cause that is not me. All of my boyfriends except one have been some kind of long distance relationship. The guys out here I would never date, its always going to be someone long distance. I guess maybe because I’m not ready for something serious yet and a long distance relationship provides that special someone to tell them about your day but you don’t have to feel like they are always there. I don’t know, my friend last night, a good guy friend, told me what I needed was a good friend with benefits. I don’t know if he was talking about himself because he was talking about sex a lot and then when we were getting off the phone he said out of nowhere, “I’m going to have wet dreams about you” and then he laughs. But I would never date him seriously either. So yeah hahaha thats where I’m at. Any opinions?????? Please give me your feedback!