Feb 15 2009
Your love is so past tense…
This lovely blog is about the ex’s in our lives. Cheers to them being out of our lives right? Or no? Well, there is this song I listen to when I get really emotional about an ex. Its called “Never (Past Tense)” by The Roc Project. I highly recommend anyone to download this song so when you are being sad over an ex you can listen to this song and become strong again. “You’ll never hear me crying, You’ll never see me trying..Your love….sooo past tense” Beautiful lyrics. Recently one of my ex’s started talking to me, finally!! out of the blue. So I figured me must be 100% over me and that we can be friends now. So I asked him if he was seeing anyone, and he responds…. “Yes I have been dating her for about a year and a half now.” I was thinking wtf! Thats real quick to meet another girl after we broke up. It has been two years, somewhere around there. Well anyway it hurts, even thought I was the one that left him. I knew deep down in my heart that we weren’t good for each other but it still hurts. I mean here I am still single and he’s been in a relationship for a year and a half now. To make things worse… 2 not 1 but 2!!! of my ex’s recently deleted me on myspace. I mean its like why do I care? Honestly… I don’t know!! I think maybe it’s because they made the choice to basically delete me out of their life. So that is kinda upsetting. Am I not worth keeping in touch with? Am I not special enough? I just don’t know why I get such bad luck…..I keep asking when my happy ending will be……………???? Who knows, I want something special to happen to me, something cute, thats a story to tell the grandkids.
